Sunday, July 06, 2008
ya.. den i meet up with priscilla..
lol..
she was damn cute la.. so white... lol.. i mean fair in the skin colour...
den she was standing near the ctrl wearing this very nerdy spec.. k la.. honestly she was quite pretty la ar.. later ppl sae i nv sae nice things about her.. den she was wearing her school P.T uniform and short running pant.. sound quite attarctive rite? but haha.. when i saw the skin colour i can laugh sia.. really she really very fair...
den we headed down to outram , meanwhile down to outram i saw this baby damn cute.. den when we reach outram,i went 7-11 buy cigg.. honestly i BTH den buy liao.. was intending to quit de.. but bo bian BTH liao la.. den wanna buy.. guess wad.. this freaking chee bye auntie.. ask me for I/C.. i let her c ez link she still dun understand den bo bian lo.. take my I/C which is a 11b to let her.. she c liao also blur.. i look at her c i also blur.. so blur blur she sae ok.. then priscilla buy mineral water.. if is me ar.. i rather dun buy at 7-11 damn expensive compare to other shop.. but aiya small gal dun understand de la..
den comapny her go for her dance at the dance studio near outram.. lol.. she pass me her BC to help her do her ez link.. funny part is she nv gv me her photo.. den bo bian i tell the pass officer dat she still look e same.. lol...
den wait 4 her from 5.30 to 6p, she came out and take from me the ez link den company me go drink water opp..
such a sweet gal.. but den she got very weird stance like talk muz out her hand on her lower chin.. very funny la.. but overall i find her a very cute gal and nice gal la.. juz hope she wont turn bad la..
missed you @ 5:21 AM
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ran out of camp to help ppl do thing la.. den kena caught fucking suay...
i think will go jail or sumthing aiya no mood to care liao...
meet up with priscilla.. at hougang mrt.. on the way was thinking of three things.. one is my mother...
she used to b so stronger and nw yearns for my return hme everyday,wishing i cud company her.. but ya.. u all shud knw me. feeling wont put on face and always make her sad.. but mum, thanks for ur everything.. i really hope u wud recover as fast as possible...
second is my head(choon sia) wad really happen to both of us.. i thou we were so close.but nw we r like drift further? did i did something wrong? is nt i wan this place.. i know u come in this gang longer than me.. but i have no choice when they want me to hold i higher place.. i really dun wish this to happen this way.. i rather get out of this gang if it happen like this...
lastly my love life.. why is my love life like crap? i juz wan someone who really can understand me and last together..i know u all wud sae that pearl is gd.. i know she is gd but she really too controlling liao.. sometime in a relationship u need to gv time to each other to breathe de ma..
missed you @ 5:10 AM
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Tuesday, July 01, 2008
was quite tired todae .. nothing to do..
yesterday went out with max they all..
he drove his company to fetch me.. then drove me to RP.. coz he know i wanna c someone.. den he really drove inside RP.. wtf.. but nv saw her.. thanks max for ur fucking effort.. den after that we went to boon keng and back to his huse.. from his huse i drove the car to return his frend.. wtf juz came out kena police car.. but lucky nv tio caught haha..
haha... this few days.. actually quite down la.. 1 is miss her.. 2 is she been avoiding my call and she say nv..
juz wanna sae.. if u dun like me i understand.. but can at least dun avoid my call. u know how sad m i ?? if u dun like me den y did u hold my hand?? yy?? now my life is like from heaven drop to hell and stab in my heart hundred over times.. thanks ar...
i dunno how to trust love anymore.. is like u hold me and say i will think abt it.. after u think den u let go everything and sae we can b frend.. but now?? r we?? no nt at all..
thks for wadever u have done.. my heart totally crash like fuck and dun ever let me c eu.. i know i will freaking cry in front of eu...
missed you @ 9:25 AM
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