Wednesday, May 30, 2007
..hurt....
no nt b coz eu dun love me anymore no..
juz b coz i cud nt do a promise to eu properly..
dat dae i vomit blood and my nose juz bleed...
this few daes i cant get to c eu coz i dun dare to see eu.. i scare i may really broke down... my frend try to console me but?? i still cry.. even in the front of my gal... i still cry b coz i know i cant forget eu... when will i forget eu? when?
eu really think i wanna gv up?
i juz wanna hide... wanna hide that i m so weak...
but wad can i do?... eu dun thionk we can last..
there nth i can do le..
i juz wanna sae..
i truly love eu from the dae i love eu.. i love eu with the btm of my heart..
yes i may tok back to eu...
but i wanna make eu happy..
but i know i cant..
angela..
i truly love eu frm the btm of my heart....
missed you @ 10:09 AM
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Saturday, May 12, 2007
hai.. really miss her alot..
but juz dun dare to tell her ba..
i read her..
i think she still gt cry ba..
juz that she nv tell me ba..
but i also dun have the rite to guan..
coz in her life.. i onli her frend..
so.. maybe i think i have to learn to give up ba..
cry le 2 years.. but dun seems to take anything back.. only keep hurting myself..
shud i gv up? or juz wait till she reliease that i m there for her?
or?shud dyin solve the mysteries?..
really dunno .. keep trying to stop thinking of her.. but when i smoke.. i remember everything..
the first time she slp on my chest.. the first tym she hold my hand like no gal ever did..
but wad for? she no more my gal le.. juz have to accept ba
missed you @ 10:56 AM
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