Saturday, June 21, 2008
haha.. back to update haha...
find that after go ns alot of bro rarely contact de..
haha..
sick and tired of relationship thing..
going to have a fight soon..
very big fight..
live or not i dunno..
hope i live..
missed you @ 7:22 AM
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008
wad a dae sia..
sick like hell but still need to work la...
nw finding giddy coz of the medicine...
hai miss her la..
but useless... coz she dun like me de..
i think she like someone else ba...
but anyway.. OL gang...
when meet out la.. thursday can??
i thinking of go sakura eat la.. but c u all how k
missed you @ 8:40 PM
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sian.. sick sick sick...
haha.. sore throat fever and giddy
was planning to meet all my ite frends..
but hor not all free..
she told me le.. she wanna be single..
but hope one day she will accept me one day coz i really wanna b with yew...
but gal as much as i wanna respect eu
i hope u can think about it again..
i know its like not respecting you..
but its b coz i wish i can get hold of e chance to dote on you..
i promise it will b a happy relationship..
missed you @ 5:23 AM
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Monday, June 16, 2008
specially to my brother..
brothers of mine.. like minyi , philip and alot more out there..
sometime i may seems bossy and like everything i wan my way..
but i only want u all to b safe..
i dun wish to c my brother to die again..
i seen alot of my brother die le..
i dun wanna lose you all ok...
sometime i waste money on eu all is nt b coz 2 much money..
if dun waste next tym no tym waste liao ar..
hope eu all understand...
life only have once.. brother only for once in a lifetime..
same to gal.. love only once.. and whether to treasure it only once in a lifetime and i will take the chance if u gimme..
guys.. ps.. i will die for you all.. but dun make yourself too xin ku..
any problem juz say out..
i will try my best to help..
i am sick and tired of being pop... but i nt sick of helping you all know ma??..
hope you all will b xin fu and dun scare i xin fu or not k...
missed you @ 3:58 AM
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jus now was driving to NEE SOON CAMP...
den i ask my passenger that if he wan go long way or short..
den he tell me is it i wanna c my gf?
i say no nt gf la.. so we decided to take the long way..
we went past old woodland road and past republic poly..
haha.. i was like going drive my car straight in la. but aiya.. cannot la.
so prominent. so i decided to send her a msg.. but aiya frankly i miss her and wanna c her.
but dun dare say.. wth.. i boi or gay sia??
den ask her wad tym end school.. for fuck u wanna know wad tym ppl end school...
she not even ur gf la... but honestly how i hope she was..
haha... dream on la panda warrior.. lol..
den she ask me y twice i think.. and i juz say nth juz asking wth..
miss ppl y cannot juz say la.. tooter...
and now miss her again.. hai.. sumtimes i cannot understand wtf i thinking..
say stupid nt really say clever not really.. wtf la!!!
missed you @ 3:51 AM
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today another day in camp den very sian sioh..
was stunned at the last minute when they say i need go nee soon camp
wad wad the the hell!!!!!!!!!!!
then never bring wallet, 11b, camp pass and all the important stuff.
so damn fed up, kena scold y i so late.. hey how i know when u dun even call me to tell me la..
haha.. call gal at 7am.. coz she need go school ma.. den today reopen of her school days..
hope she is happy la.. imagine holidays cannot c frend den finally can c them...
hai kinda miss ite when we joke and tok crap. skip class sleep in class..
sound damn bad thats the way we behave..
in ite wa.. super sia.. nth find problem.. den when call brother super lots sia...
always win never lose sia....
still remember the jason.. althou he handsome la.. but freaking hum ji lo.. lol..
den remember when we having entrepreneur club.
always work with wei hao, yengling the airpork, suyu, shin hui (hai) and shiyun to do wad coffee stuff la.. den everytime is wei hao idea.. den i help sell, drink free de somemore haha..
but those were the days when i really love school life..
missed you @ 3:42 AM
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Sunday, June 15, 2008
lol.. girl todae told me that maybe we shud know each other more before getting together ..
hee.. actually i sumhow agree la.. coz we know each other 2 days onli.. den summore i so toot de..
but really xin fu to know eu. girl i wait for eu.. and i think waiting for eu will b a happy and fun de.. maybe is i too afraid to lose a good gal dats y keep asking .. sorry k??
haha.. den todae play soccer.. my god my skill suck liao.. not like last tym .. maybe really old liao.. but hey badminton i think still can.. hope can play with girl once.. but like she win me.. oops i gonna throw face.. den she will sae i monkey hand so long cannot play badminton.. lol.. no lo.. i actually is pork lai de.. oops isnt that yengling the air pork.. no i still b my gal gal monkey better.. lol..
ya den play til very tired.. '
gal no matter ur decision.. i b waiting till eu accept me..
but till the dae eu accept me.. i will b loving eu like eu r the world to me k..
siian.. gal going start school liao.. den i think she will b more busy le..
but nvm.. i can help her massage.. but if her bone break.. luckily got hospital.. lol..
if hospital cannot solve got chinese seh sin.. haha.. like very cruel.. but bleah.. who ask her sae i monkey.. bleah...
missed you @ 5:43 AM
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and sumtimes i dun understand such a cool animation and some people make it look so sluttish... let c and u understand..
this one laggy worst..
missed you @ 2:28 AM
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see this and tell me look alike not
to me this gal is damn good in cosplay
missed you @ 2:25 AM
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SIAN AR.........
guess wad i kena confine for sleeping den next week duty week somemore..
total 11 days in camp leh... omg .. cannot c her for 11 days leh..
lol.. super lame... ya wake up todae den saw my fan from 90 degrees angle become 180 degrees angle den i know spoil liao.. by the tym i carry it the whole thing broke.. den all my platoon mate look at me den sae,"wtf!! u spoil another fan??" sia la.. as if i wan.. but it broke itself ma.. not my fault also..
haha.. wake up sure muz smoke de.. then open up my packet o.. fuck that la.. left 2 stick.. so as my gina JUSTIN(AH LONG) to help mi buy and gimme todae.. actually tok about him also sian fucking gimme alot of trouble..but ok la.. as frend he been there for me..
den another one is mingyi.. i admit i very spoilt him any thing even he wrong i still will do until he is right . den he ask me why i ask him find gf?? coz wan him settle down la.. den he tell me dun wan.. he wan play around first.. wtf la..
den got a gal name grace la.. come my blog peek ,y post nv shout out comment .. sob la.. at least say something ma. so cruel (hokkien).. lol..
missed you @ 2:01 AM
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Saturday, June 14, 2008
wake up..
den keep thinking of her sia..
is it i siao or wad??
i call her out and lie to my mum sae i go camp.. very bad ar..
but i wan to c her lo..
my mum know wont let de...
but manage get her out..
took her for a movie..
hope she like the movie..
pei her to bugis.. how i wish she will sleep in bus and sleep on my shoulder or chest...
but she tell me she wont sleep in bus de..
lol..
reach bugis le.. den was walking toward bjs.. bugis street la..
den upon crossing the road.. was telling myself.. if i dun hold her hand..
i wont even have a chance.. at least let her know that i got feeling for her..
den dunno wad shit struck me and hold her hand across..
luckily she nv reject sia..if nt my head really must find exhaust pipe and hide liao..
but really i rather hold her hand stand there forever and no car come the whole only we two..
wa damn childish la..
in love i think is like dat de..
den on and off hold her hand..
we meet her frend and went to suntec..
dunno also wad shit struck me to ask her if she wud b my gf..
nv ask face to face b4 leh..
wtf.. so shy sia..
lol.. den while going home dat tym ask again..
den she sae gv her tym to think..
also true la..
know 2 days onli sia..
but really i wanna settle down liao..
and this gal i really the gal i wanna settle down..
fail alot of relationship.. but i will treasure this one..
gal if by chance u got to read this..
it maybe 2 days.. but i m attarcted.. it maybe few hours.. but i fallen for u.
i dun wanna know wads ur past i juz wanna love you.. at least lemme try.
i dunno wad is this feeling. but i am missing a gal that is not very pretty .
i dun care u pretty or not. i juz know something in me is attarcting me to u.
my heart beats fast when i c u. ur thinking and words make me attarcted to u.
forever may seem a common word. so lemme say when our love will last when u gimme a chance. its everlasting bond. til my last breath. never had this feeling b4. never.. grace.. its a gift to know u. i wanna treasure this gift and never let go.
sarang heyo, te amo la... all i say la.. but dun ask me sae face to face.. i think will like monkey buttock la.lol.. but gal gimme a chance hao bu hao?? at least lemme have a chance to give eu xin fu.
missed you @ 11:18 AM
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finally got her number and her name was G****..
haha...
ask her to come out and we went amk...
she didnt eat la..
i so bad la.. dunno she eat or never eat...
so dissappointing..
den she sae when i coming towards her like so fierce..
maybe i rarely smile le..
the past thing has made me to smile less.
but we ate le..
wa the food i ate was so little and cost me 6.50...
so ex .. but nvm being out with such a cute gal
worth it...
was not interested in so many chio gal for the past month but was so into her..
honeslty she nt very chio but the chemistry she have .. so weird and attarctive to me..
but seriously is it b coz u 2 cute or b coz we r meant to b?
send her home and found out she live near woodbridge..
if can i rather go woodbridge live den everyday can c her.. lol.. siao liao
she is a wierd gal dun like animal feel that they r er xin..
was so stunned
shuldnt all gal like cute thing..
but this gal so funny
and special..
god thanks for letting me meet this gal..
missed you @ 11:06 AM
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went to bbq with matthew and sky...
wa know them one day go out together with them to so many places..
reach bbq.. den alot of gals i dunno de..
but saw this gal with hat... she was quite short.. but she caught my eyes.
den later manage to ask her play daidi with us...
she damn cute la..
the way she speak and the way she do things..
the first sight was really impressive...
den when i really get to talk to her..
the way she c thing r so impress..
but i think i nt fit to ask her for number ba
but later sky ask me..
i have to admit i like her..
so ask sky ask lo...
missed you @ 10:58 AM
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forget the past le...
i think 1 year past le ba...
hope i m able to put the past behind towards my future.
but guess wad when i decide to b gd..
one big thing struck me..
my mum gena cancer..
wad i can do??!!
dunno so i keep drinking and smoke..
strong outside cry inside..
lose all my brother..
weihao, joel, max, yishun wei hao, yengling, suyu...
maybe is i too self centered...
luckily they came back to me le..
to all my frend out there...
thanks alot..
i sorry for wad i done..
selfishness on my side but i juz dun wan u all to worry..
i also know alot of trustworthy friends this years..
minyi,philip,alton and desmond... thanks you all
shoban thanks for being there always...
u the closest brother i ever had.. thanks..
ya... thanks to the guys out there god bless ya
missed you @ 10:50 AM
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cause everytime we touch i get this feeling
everytime we kiss i swear i can fly
cant you feel my heart beat fast i want this to last
need you by my side
cause everytime we touch
wake up with you next to me
im thinkin how can this be
god its true you're blessin me
its destiny, me and you were meant to be uh
when i touch you, you know i love you
but i still put it down like a thug do
know you like that, yeah you like that
its a love that i that i had to write that
argue and you dont even fight back
baby girl you put me on the right track
not another peson i could see myself with
kno the way it sounds sounds kinda selfish but
your the one who put me in this position
im wishin theres nothin in this relationship
that we missin yeah
you dont know what you mean to me
am i living in a fantasy?
na just be real
girl how you make me feel
me & you we know the deal
aint nothin gonna stop us now,
slow us down cause you know
that we hold this down
its the hands that i reach and clutch
lean on when i need that crutch
baby girl yeah i know this much cause
everytime we touch
everytime we touch and ride
people wanna front and lie
duck and hide lower your pride
need you by my side girl
for when we kiss you fly
g4 touch down 745
before me and u were down to ride
now its at a point we gotta try so
we go out at turks and caicos
somewhere to convert dollars to pesos
lay low when we gives kisses to besos
you get a feeling thats what you say so
its DO whats the PO if you love me why you play FO?
i dont know, this ring glow, wanna put it on?
i dont know, its crazy when we get along
we aint holdin hands but i read your palm
heart beat fast, i aint feelin calm
want this to last, everlastin bond but
its like a light switch on and off
leave you in things so you could floss
whats the cost if you could feel me
i want you to turn around and you could tell me
cause everytime we touch i get this feeling
everytime we kiss i swear i can fly
cant you feel my heart beat fast i want this to last
need you by my side
cause everytime we touch
dont think cause im a thug
that ima hide my love
i know we're gonna last
cause i need you boo
everytime we touch its me and you
dont think cause im on drugs
that ima hide my love
i know were gonna last
i need you boo
everytime we touch its me and you
cause everytime we touch i get this feeling
everytime we kiss i swear i can fly
cant you feel my heart beat fast i want this to last
need you by my side
cause everytime we touch...........
this song is that damn nice.. its called everytime we touch r`n'b remix..
and the 5 time i heard this i found that special one..
fated or destiny??
i dunno
missed you @ 10:38 AM
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missed you @ 10:34 AM
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