Tuesday, November 08, 2005
sian a dae...got my ipod nano...actualli quite sad lo... shit man yesterdae she cried.... but i could not do anything to console her.she told me because of her studies den she sad... she feel hopeless... but does she know i dun wan her to feel this way? haiz.. blame myself... no courage to tell her...not even just tell her i care for her sia.. den every time she sad i can onli ask her not to b sad... todae call her.. ask her not to cry le..but eddie... u realli no other things 2 sae le meh? haiz... eddie u reali useless...den i reach hme, my gan mei, hui jun called me 2 ask how m i.. but overall still ok la... when i zzz.. i think of her.. i have this dream again... she cried.. den i couldnt console her... th story around there la... if its true wad she sae.. nightmare normally is true while dream are e opp of reality.. den let me have nightmare ba.. at least can c u.. and its true lo...
missed you @ 6:00 AM
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