Wednesday, September 21, 2005
todae TKD very shiok... manage 2 learn some of my pattern. happi sia.den got sparring, finalli spar wit my dream guy. daniel. but he nv spar real de so sad. honestly he quite hard to fight.den my body hurt alot. cos spar plus gym work out yesterday.this few daes still crying.. still miss her lo. haiz dunno when can gv up.den my heart quite confuse lo. scare will fall for the wrong gal.. anyway b coz wei hao de words. he sae when sum1 lose a love one will eventually more easy to fall in love again. so b coz of wat he sae. i realli muz think thru lo. dun wan another mistake. sumtime i feel cant rush sumtim reali confused. haiz...suyu u found ur love one treasure it k. as ur sis. i dun wan u 2 b sad. so b happi k?? not i dun like her la.. is juz that not sure yet. i dun wan hurt ppl. den 4 nw i wan treat her gd. but dunno y when i c her sian sian i will wanna tok 2 her lo.. i onli wanna know her better 4 now. and if she is e gal den i will choose her de. and try 2 forget my ex lo... sumtime realli dunno if i use her 2 replace my e or wat. i dun wanna hurt her feeling lo. k??mai seidun worry, althou i change. but i still regard u all as my frend lo... hai.. try my best le.. sumtimes my attiutude bad dun blame me k?weihaothanks 4 wat u done.. we as bro try to help each other k?xinhuiif u likehim juz go. xin fu zai ni shou zhong. k?? anything can tell korpearlsorry make u angry last nite. erm, sori sori still frend rite?? hee.. my milktea arvanessa(aka jeassea aka zhu dou aka mao dou)u ar.. muz try to catch up mentally k?? er... dat boi i think not worth ur frend la.. k.. den next time b gentle a little bit more can?? den i wont so scare u. ang mo ghost, anyway, er... any prob tell mi k.. wish our cafe can realli cum true k?
missed you @ 9:01 AM
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