Thursday, September 08, 2005
hai.. another day. todae late for school. but actualli i dun care la.. this few daes very moody. keep thinking of her... but no use. let her cool down... i dunno how long. i juz noe i keep on waiting , and one dae i will totally broke down. todae wei hao ask mi not 2 be too close to her mei(ah qi). quite right la... everytime c her will think of (her). todae keep thinking of her lo.. so foolish of me. den at VSM i was so engrossed at what teacher isdoing and teaching that i forget that i still miss her. teacher give us a brk. den i ask xn hui mei to come and pei me. den i zz at her shoulder. then suddenly dream of her. dream of those beautiful momment but suddenly sae she wanna leave me. den i wake up and cried. ha.. so useless.. todae saw pearl. ask her pei me go co-op. she ask if i smoke. i cant deny. den i sae i treat her sweet. den afternoon sae mr khoo. ask him 2 treat me chicken rice which he did. den go pe. while running, keep thinking of her. if she is alrite. hai.. k la.. gtg...(wei hao_ aka_bro1)sorry let u have so much ma fan. everytime cant help u but make u fan, wori and sad. very sorri.. about me and her de dai ji u dun care le k??(mai sei)thanks 4 helping me... i beginning 2 trust u(carol)not i dun see u as brother le. but u have ur thing 2 fan. so i dun wan u fan more le k?(pearl_aka_special one)u own me milk tea. it takes forever 2 return like dat leh(xin hui_aka_lao mei)dun let ppl mistaken le. u shud get wad i mean. i will try not 2 b sad. but i dunno when. thanks 4 companying me,(suyu)i know u r trying to help me. i knw ur heart. but sumtimes i dun wan de thing tends 2 happen.
missed you @ 7:39 AM
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